your friends disappear …."
I am so fucked up… I can’t get enough of how many times i thought that to myself, over and over again. And it’s true what they say you know? Once you feel really sad and you hit rock bottom, even if you can be happy again after that, it’s not the same thing. You know when you have break down’s. You know when you need help but all you want to do is to just blink and be gone. You kow you’re really messed up when you just start crying and feeling anxious because of all your negativity inside you, that you can’t control. The more your friends and family say ”it’s going to be alright” or ”you push yourself too hard, ‘cause you are really smart you know” , the more you feel like they are just saying those things to you so you won’t feel sad. But the thing is, it only makes it worse….